This is fifth time Im wishing you a blessed birthday. Time no longer flies, it moves wayyyyyyy too fast its a shame that the thought of catching up with it even crosses our minds. I've always had that distinct memory of us dreading the fact that we had to endure the sight of each other 24/7. Everywhere we went, everything we did we were inseparable. (ps; this is no exaggeration) Its a good thing yes, but not when youre left with no other choice. We both agreed on this didnt we, Diy? From being in the same class; sec1-sec4 + same cca +paired up as partners to the cherry that topped it all- the discovery that we were both related, it was very much a handful and indeed overwhelming.
I remember all the arguments, inane outbursts, random moodswings, the horrible tantrums. They were so regular, they made it to our our daily routine. But if there's one thing Im proud of at the end of the day, its the fact that I grew immune to them allllllllll."Stuck" was a word we used umpteenth times on each other, you havent forgotten this part have you? Now, we finally got our wish Diy. And its not as fruitful as I imagined it to be. We're no longer stuck with each other. Now, I dont fight with anyone as often as before (with exceptions of some childish guys). I dont argue about minor lame issues like who's taste is better about anything and everything under the sun. I dont get to rest my arms on a shoulder thats of the right height anymore, if yknow what I mean. There's a lot that I dont do so often as before. I miss doing these things with you you little twit, regardless the pain and annoyance you made me go through.
Youre all big and old and seventeen now. Go all out in everything that you do. Let nothing get the best out of you. I know youre having a good time in cj, Im so happy for you! I guess you've finally learnt how to be friendly aye 8P (its about time anyway) Oh oh if you wanna send regards to your (ex) crushes, I'd willingly help you do the favour hehehehehe. I mean comeon, i know you wanna know how their doing right! ahem. Doesnt mean you're one seven and no longer stuck with me now you can forget me. Forget me and (i'll bash you up) Dont change too much either k, youre fine the way you are. But maybe the moodswings part....... a little change will help.
I ♥ 24/7 LIFELINE. stay short.
Before anything, sorry I couldnt find a less-minah photo of you my self-proclaimed minahjambu. Its not as easy as you think it is yknow ;p I dont know why, but I've always been protective of you. Its like you're this small child who's so fragile and, just very fragile. I've told you this before; Whatever you do, dont ever lose yourself. Sometimes you've just got to put yourself first before the rest. Sometimes its about your happiness and not about what others might think of you. You know that I dont agree with some of the decisions that you've made for yourself and I know there's only so much I can do to change your mind. As much as I disapprove, whatever that makes you happy brings joy to me too. But at the end of the day, i'll be there if you need that shoulder to cry on, you susumon! Be a good girl ♥
after so long,
17's no big deal
real men can take jokes
blue's cool
Medan from the 3rd to 8th. Hopefully I'll return safely with a greater appreciation for life and everything that I've got within my reach right now. It's gonna be an interesting eye-opener. Count my friends and I in your prayers :)
(Taiwan must be nice) Oh btw Stalker, the next time you wanna blog for me, please rmb that I dont; (i) post pictures of myself alone (ii) use multiple colours though it lightens up the mood. Thanks anyway, it was thoughtful of you (though im sure you pretty much had nothing to do) :)