Look. Just look at how gay and silly you've always been. You were the one who always made us laugh till we had stitches, irritate us to the point where everyone gets mad and swear they wouldnt talk to you anymore. But that was all fine, cause it was fun. Cause that was you overwhelmed with joy.
Do you know how horrible it feels to just sit behind a computer screen reading your depressing posts or texting you a message simply because that's pretty much all I can do for you right now? Comeon Di, pull yourself together already. People come and go, what's new? You deserve better, regardless whatever you have to say to defend him. We both know it, we both do. Sometimes, being left abandoned by someone you really love is good for the soul. You'll realise what you're really worth, not in anyone's eyes but your own.
It's been a rough ride, but I know you're up for it. You always are cause your super DI duper strong! (stop frowning, you should start smiling already) But really, you've been through so much you cant just crumble at this one. We make mistakes once or twice, okay maybe even thrice, but who cares as long as we learn something from it. So dont dwell on it anymore, life's toooo unpredictable to hold on to something unworthy like that.
(to dwell on yesterday's pleasures is to risk missing out on pleasures of the moment, and to dwell on past pains and tragedies is a pointless waste of energy and time)
P.S I'll give you first-hands from now on okay if it makes you happy. you're my pillar of strength too so you have to stay strong. Im behind you all the way ♥