Saturday, December 29, 2007 ♥
yknow that feeling when you just wanna be alone in your room and think about something and everything under the sun? im feeling right that now, and it isnt random. ive been feeling very lousy these days god knows why. i dont think you'd be reading this. anyhow, i just hope that you've learnt your lesson. it wasnt worth it, and i trust you when you made that promise. even though its over, dont let it slip your mind. yes you freaked me out but im really glad youre fine now. you're smarter than that, we know. if you see this, thanks for the card. thanks for the "roller coaster ride", more of. just so yknow ive always meant what i said. i dont hate you thats out of the question. i made that decision because i think its the best for the both of us. you seem like you've moved on and thats really good news for me. you can still come t me if you need t talk bout that something only i know. im sorry but it wouldnt be like the old times. i just cant, dear friend.let me ask you. would you like it when someone barges into your life and makes you do things (im putting it in nicer terms here) oh tell me you're human, cause then the answer's obvious. you may think that everything's alright because you're calling the shots now. but did it cross your mind that you're making others feel so lowly about themselves? i know you secretly love me despite our silly 24/7 fights
on a muchhhh brighter note, look who's turned a year older :) happy belated dearest bestfriend/worstenemy/secretbuddy/brobother. it seems like its been only a few months since the last time i did a birthday entry for you here. time flies fast, and you're a tall big guy now. you've changed, for the better and that shall remain (i hope) i love you dear brother :)I'll cheer up
random ramblings: @ 8:25 PM
