Sunday, April 29, 2007 ♥
I'll keep Everything aside, for now.
I don't wish to see Anything get any worse.
Trust me, I'm proud of you. I know life's so full of obstacles and at some point of time you just feel like breaking down, ignoring the world around you. But you've got to stay strong. Pick yourself up whenever you fall and move along. These setbacks are the ones that make you be a stronger person. It's not easy to pull through these moments especially when youre alone and have got noone to turn to. That's why I'm telling you now, you've always got me. Don't just keep it to yourself. I'll make time for you whenever wherever. Remember our promise, don't do anything that'll disappoint anyone around you okay (:
Sometimes I just don't get you. Fine, its your life. I know I have no right to step in and stop you. But as someone who cares, I don't quite think its the best option. What's the point of it in the first place? Do enlighten me. Anyhow, you know whats best for yourself. I'll pray for the best.
At times, I wish things could be different. Or at least better. When I see other's lifes and compare them to mine, their lifes are way off better than mine in one way or another. Yet, us being greedy unsatisfied humans, we are never pleased with what we have. I wish I could switch lifes with someone who leads a different life with me for a day! Damn, thats just what I need. Being able to see things from others point of view and knowing that some others are leading a harder life would be a great eye opener. Ohmygod, I wish!!!
Language papers down, sciences humans and everything else to go. Lets just say, I'm so doomed for mids! Damnit damnit. I'll go study and shall not procrastinate no more! Sheeesh.
And so, Ive got to admit I miss 21 & 22 april quite alot. Yes, you too Sheenoneh! Though it was less than 48hrs, it was really something, more than an experience thats for sure. In life, youve just got to do certain things and push yourself way over your limits. Only then would you be able to understand and learn yourself better. Sometimes when you think that youve already put in your bestest best effort, you just need a tad bit more push and youd do way better. You'll be amazed how great you are. But hey, just dont let your ego get the best of you.
All the best for mids. Mugmugmug all the way till the ninth. Until then, it'll be late night each night. Ohwell, study smart guys(: Did I mention, I've got the bestest Grandma ever! I swear she just knocks me off my feet! What more can I ask for than for a someone who would listen to me and have no comments but just understands. I'm glad to have you, I really do. Love you Y
What did You do, You've got me under Your spell
random ramblings: @ 11:18 PM
