Sunday, March 11, 2007 ♥
What she is today doesnt give the slighest hint that she actually went through such moments in her life ever before. Death, noone knows when it's their time cause noone can tell nor predict it. It's never simple to move on with life after losing someone so very dear in your life. Whatmore, three deaths in a row. The loss of three precious lives overwhelmed her so bad that she had to take medications cause she was down with depression. It hurts so bad when she regrets not being there for them when they took their last breath. Instead of giving up with life and slogging one side waiting for noone else's but her last breath, she endured and stood strong all the way.
A woman with a very firm belief that things do happen for a reason. And it's from these loss that now she's a stronger person mentally. Including the fact that it changed the way she sees things. Cuase now, she appreciates everything and everyone around her. Her strength and courage in persevering and looking on the bright side of life even though at times there can't seem to be any bright side all, she has earned herself my respect and I'm really proud of her. Her story of her life touched my heart and it made me realise that I have literally no problems compared to some others out there. Thank you for sharing your experience. It opened my eyes, heart and I'm inspired.
finally deeebate is O to the V to the ER! thankgodthankgod. superr damn relieved i swear. to you guys, great job and congrats! cheers! well, it was fun while it lasted i must say. the brain rush and hurry-no-time-to-lose meetings. haha best
debate yesterday and it was fine. i miss all the craps and chaos me and diana used to create. its just different now of course. if only i can turn back time for a million reasons. but hey, its great having you around and knowing that youre still there somewhere behind the pillar or at some corner in school. its always fun to be around you. you know i L to the O to the VE you! heh (:
gave liy a lift back home on friday and we were reminiscing about the past. i mean though its been three months since the beginning of school, we feel as though the class that we're in are only for temporary. yes of course, we're living in denial cause two years is definitely not temporary. but ohwells, only time will tell. missing the class real bad, every single one of them. a gathering is a must (: but anyways, i swear i need to give liy a lesson on how to get on the van. she just keeps embarrassing herself haha. sheesh, i miss doing stuffs together with you too darl.
and so on a lighter note, gonna meet up with bravo later! lovelove. but sad thing is that we're sending part of us off for the ophir expedition. may you guys have a safe trip to and back. you guys will be missed so much of course. have fun okay! Y
prior to her life story, i've been thinking alot about life. my life as a whole and those things and people who makes up my life. well, sometimes it feels good when you've thought things through and know what you want in life. but as for now, i've yet to decide.For things happen for a reason
random ramblings: @ 11:43 AM
