Wednesday, March 28, 2007 ♥
Nope, life hasn't been great. but thats okay (though it's not), cause at least the lovables make up for it each day. I'm getting bored of school thats for sure. hurhur.
Since my blog is pretty much dead, I'm putting in effort to revive it here.. ahwell, its the same routine each day, nothing special or out of the ordinary. after school, either stay back or home straight. shaash, thats how boring my life can get. well, im left with no choice i guess. everyone's going through the same thing and who am I to complain.
So anyway, I was on the way home and like any other typical singaporeans, I had my earpiece plugged into my ears. was tuning in to the a malay radio channel, and coincidentally my favourite segment was on air. if you get the chance to tune in to it, you really should. it'll make a difference. its when people who keep their identity anonymous, voice out and disclose their long kept secrets. so there, one of them kinda left an impact on me.
There was this lady whose secret actually touched me. she's been in a committed relationship with a guy for a period time and they've planned to get engaged by the end of the year. everything went on smoothly but as always, He has everything planned out for us beforehand. they soon found out that the guy was suffering from some kind of incurable disease. okay perhaps thats not the saddest part. how would you feel if you were told that you only have five more years to live, when you for once thought you'd have a bright future ahead? i have no idea how that would feel. but the point is that, thats what the couple is going through.
What breaks my heart is that the guy wants her to leave him for good. he feels that even if she stayed on with him, its not like they're ever gonna live happily ever after. but of course, deep down in his heart, only god knows how much pain he's going through. its definitely not easy on the lady's part as well. perhaps when in this kinda of situation, others would just leave and find themselves a better partner. but no, never in this world would this lady leave her partner no matter what. she promised him that she'd stick by him through thick and thin till the end. for them, the end is decided. its not a guessing game anymore but more of a harsh fact thats slowly settling in. the guy in actual fact doesnt know how it'd be when the time comes for him to leave her and never come back. no one knows, only time will tell.
You might be wondering why I'm telling you all this. yes, perhaps its just some typical promise made in a relationship. but this, I feel is more than just a promise. its an assurance to the guy that at least before his life ends, he can confidently say that he has experienced true love. not many are lucky enough to understand what true love feels and means. for his partner to be there for him, its just very loyal and thoughtful of her. this is in fact, a true love indeed. one would sacrifice anything and everything for someone they truly love and care for. its just so amazing that even in this cosmopolitan world where everything is about money, true love still exist. its just so rare.
Enough of that, but hey its not wrong to reflect about life right. I was just very much inspired. learn from others mistakes, cause life's too short to make them all yourself. okay? okay.
To the fourteen special ones,
Everytime we fall, remember that we have our backs for each other. We'll walk through everything together. each one of you play a significant part in my life. much love guys Y.
(and to my stalking ptr, I'm glad everything's okay now. it sucked while it lasted, totally. but who cares, all you should know now is that I'll always love you no matter what and that I'd do anything just to make it right. sayang dia.)
I've had enough.
Forget It. Do as You want. Who am I to care anyway?
random ramblings: @ 8:23 PM
