Saturday, December 02, 2006 ♥
went out today, hahah like finallly. but sheeesh, i swear i pmsed like shit. and i made a wish; to have my smile back on. i hate it when my smile dies on me, seriously :[
went for a wedding invitation in the afternoon. ptr, i didnt eat for you so sorrry nyeh. im watching what i eat lah sweets, hohoho. okay, not that ive never noticed it before but it always amazes me whenever i go for bigg family gatherings like weddings and there'll be people whom i dont exactly know or remember of, talking to me all so suddenly. then they'll start commenting on how much ive grown or how different i seem now. hahahah its just so funn to hear how much they remember about you since the last time you two met. esp to know that most of them remember you as the small cute kid you used to be. heh right, but most remember me as the friendlyy one who talks nonstop even to strangers aka chatterbox. sometimes i wonder if i really did talked alot hahah. flashbacks are sweeet at times, i like (:
then mom requested for vivo, yet again. i swear shes addicted to that place, sheesh. circled the place till my feet got hurt cause of heels -glares at liy. oh found out this movie, okay maybe it was out long long ago but who cares. i think its real neat and from the thriller, it looks pretty cool too! drumlineeee, i must go get the movie! i want i want ((:
after that, my mood was being real naughty and i was really moody. one moment i was all laughing away, the next i'd be staring at the stars minding my own business. so to whoever it may concern to, im sincerely sorry if i may have offended you in one way or another. and sorry dad, i know you were trying your best to make me laugh but my lips were just to heavy to lift a smile for you. you didnt want me to starve i know but i just didnt had the appetite to eat. thanks for the concern though, i appreciate it alot dad. and to You, i understand perfectly and im sorry for being such a baby.
did i ever mention my lovee for baju melayu or the malay traditional clothes rather. ohmygod, like seriously hahaha theyre real pretty, i like alot (: okay randomness. and and i'm sooo looking forward to a day when im goddamn free and not so lazy to go complete my holiday homeworkss, somehow i cant wait to finish them up. how ironic eh? hahahh best!
//5.35am
i wannnaaaa sleeeeppp, but im wayyy awake nowww :/
i dont wanna feel this way anymore, neither would i want to fake a smile. cause this isnt me
as much as I wish I would, I wish could
random ramblings: @ 11:23 PM
